I seriously can't remember when I truly was happy. Like, really happy. When I went to the Bahamas this Christmas, we went to this secluded beach and it was gorgeous, I loved it. There was crystal clear water, white sand, beautiful son, warm breeze. I walked along the beach by myself and I loved it. I was truly happy then.
I need to find that again. I haven't been truly happy in a long, long time. People always see me smile, but about 90% of the time its fake. I don't like fake smiles. I just want a real one to come out every once in a while.
I wanna be 7 years old again. I wanna go back to the time when I believed in Santa and happy endings.
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